Sheeze... Of all things
*at this ungodly hour*
I have so many things to write down that i have no idea where to start... well to make things simple for me.. i shall begin from the lastest happenings to the past... My Introduction to HTM presentation is finally over... *phew* really a big relief... after the past week of rushing up to complete the report and the appendix... Scored an "A" for my communication skills presentation... lalalalalalalalalalalalalz... i've never expected such a good grade.. "B" was like in my mind and that getting it would be an achievement, well based on all the Cs that ppl are getting.
to TINAH
I was really irritated at some of my group members... they either are stupid and lazy or are not interested at all... I've ask you do research on a topic and you come asking me whether this and that is relevant... hello?! you are the one doing the research, judge for yourself. And the worst thing is that i can dig up more solid information than you can in an hour... if you intend to give me more shitty work, then please save me from wasting time and tell me, i'll do it. Sending me researched that is off your mind and just off a website just to give me something, then please, doing for the sake of doing, YOU RATHER FUCK OFF AND NOT DO IT.
to JENNIFER
Oh ya, the worst kinda attitude is like, imagine passing me like a stack of papers containing many menus of Italian Cusines, what do you expect me to do with them??? study them and type the report??? please it's your job to do that. Imgaine wasting five days not doing any research just becuz that stack of menu is with me... please, that's pure laziness. What?! you mean that there's no other source, books or magazines talking about Italian cuisine besides those pathetic menu??? and after 4 days yet you still can claim you can't do your work becuz i have not passed you those menus. YOUR ATTITUDE SUCKS TILL I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY.
for god sake, what right do you have in getting angry when i pass your work to another person who can give me solid research??? On the day that i want your part of the report, you start typing some things off your mind and sending it to me... and to make matters worst, to copy and paste a whole chunk of information and passing it as yours and having the cheek to tell me that why can't i use that for the report. haven't you heard that plagiarism equals to zero... in simple words for your small pathetic mind.. it means you'll FAIL. For your information, if you can't produce quality work, and your leader passes it to someone who can, what right do you have to say its unfair. Do you think in the future your leader will give you important stuff to do??? Oh did i mention not turning up for meetings, and coming out with EXCUESES such as having to collect your pay and or during a meeting you just went to popular and never returning.
I really do not know what the hell you do during your free time, your work load is the easiest and simplest yet you cannot give me quality work. While people like us are weigh down by like thrice as much work as you and we still can produce quality work.
Oh yes i just remembered, wasn't it you who slapped me in the face saying that i accussed you of coming out with excuses when i wanted to get the reports done ASAP and for telling you ppl not to give me excuses. And wasn't it you who said that you wanna pass all your subjects, and that you meant it??? but your actions are going against your words... you bloody BITCH! pissed me off one more time and i'm gonna report your bloody attitude to every single tutor and lecturer. don't you think the the other are working as hard as they can and you are just giving a i dun care attitude and slacking off.
gosh, that feels so good. The feeling in band has changed so much since the 2005 SYF. I am begining to feel that i am going back because of my section instead of the band. Maybe it's the people in there, in the past, when ever we seniors return, it's a welcoming feeling and sight... but now... besides our own section and a few others whom we know for a longer period of time, it's like we're strangers...
Sigh... my feelings are all messed up... have been sleeping at around 3am lately and i think i am going to die young from all these excessive work load. hahahahahz.
nitez...
