Oh man~ I wanna take flight...

Oh man~ I wanna take Flight

My first "O" levels paper will be in four days time... And to tell the truth, i really have no life to continue to work as i have did for my prelims. How i wish to just rot and go into a daze until my papers arrive... Part of me says to go on and get it over and done with, the other says to just let go... sometimes letting go it really the best thing to do~

I have decided to cancel the Bangkok trip to attend the 6th Asian Symphonic Band Competition... To the disappointment of many people who want me to go... But i've let them down... Sad... reason are only for me to believe... others may call it excuses, other will accept it but in their minds call it crap. I am who i think i am~

I was looking at pictures a few days ago.. thinking of all the things that happen and a small event will lead to a change in situation... The SYF 2004 photos still bring tears to my eyes when i think about the times we went through and when we got what we want... Tears of joy... Some picstures are give out such warmth of friendship... that seems to have disappeared now, or have i not recognise them anymore~

While enjoying the wind a while ago... I have decided what i wanna in life... We only live once and if i do not accomplish what my hearts desire, i'll never be able to get them done ever... I wanna take my camera and travel to places, capturing moments that are special and beautiful... for these moments are precious and priceless... I wanna be a pilot and work in the clouds... I wanna perfect my pastry skills... I wanna crave out a lifetime unique to me... I have chosen my path to take... My friends, have you~