Disappointment... Blessing in Disguise
Disappointment... Blessing in Disguise
I arrive in SPF later than i was supposed to.. hahahaz.. lazy lar.. wanna sleep and when i walked into the hall... i was struck by the things that Sa'adah and Qizheng told me.. damn.. i wished i came earlier like at 8am...
In the morning when the band was having sectional marching... my future section leader said something which hurt ya yun.. it was such an act of stupidity... the bond and unity of the whole section is practically broken up... We saxophones have never felt this way before.. we are always the section with no conflicts.. never run during sectionals and can even tok rubbish and gossip during sectionals but still achieved what we are supposed to.
An act of saying... "why you always pick on me, she's also doign it wrongly"... and a conflict begins... I can't believe what i've hard and from the tone of Sa'adah.. i can feel that she's worried and really sad... sigh... Ya yun didnt pick on you.. its just that our expectations, as seniors on you are much higher.. much MUCH higher.. you are after all going to be the next SL...
during lunch break.. i gave them a talk excluding ya yun and denisia... it was really sad and painful to see the whole section cry... even as i scold them on such an issue will carry such a harsh consiquence... tears are on the verge of flowing out of my eyes too... It's really sad to scold you, as i've never expect such a thing to come by... Glad that joseph feels remorseful and that a lesson is learnt. Our feeling to him was also expressed on so's our expectations...
but not all is bad.. this hurtful event gave ya yun an experience on the feeling of Ross Roy saxophone solo... the solo was truly filled with feeling that afternoon... ya yun cried after she played the solo... it really piercr her love for the section... definatly a winning solo...
I arrive in SPF later than i was supposed to.. hahahaz.. lazy lar.. wanna sleep and when i walked into the hall... i was struck by the things that Sa'adah and Qizheng told me.. damn.. i wished i came earlier like at 8am...
In the morning when the band was having sectional marching... my future section leader said something which hurt ya yun.. it was such an act of stupidity... the bond and unity of the whole section is practically broken up... We saxophones have never felt this way before.. we are always the section with no conflicts.. never run during sectionals and can even tok rubbish and gossip during sectionals but still achieved what we are supposed to.
An act of saying... "why you always pick on me, she's also doign it wrongly"... and a conflict begins... I can't believe what i've hard and from the tone of Sa'adah.. i can feel that she's worried and really sad... sigh... Ya yun didnt pick on you.. its just that our expectations, as seniors on you are much higher.. much MUCH higher.. you are after all going to be the next SL...
during lunch break.. i gave them a talk excluding ya yun and denisia... it was really sad and painful to see the whole section cry... even as i scold them on such an issue will carry such a harsh consiquence... tears are on the verge of flowing out of my eyes too... It's really sad to scold you, as i've never expect such a thing to come by... Glad that joseph feels remorseful and that a lesson is learnt. Our feeling to him was also expressed on so's our expectations...
but not all is bad.. this hurtful event gave ya yun an experience on the feeling of Ross Roy saxophone solo... the solo was truly filled with feeling that afternoon... ya yun cried after she played the solo... it really piercr her love for the section... definatly a winning solo...
posted by Ian at 12:24 AM
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