
my baking tools and oven worked no wonders, for these blazing afternoons and unforgiving heat practically made me lethargic. with butter and milk getting dear, baking sometimes seems a little scary. but the cry of the crikets when the sun is at her highest made the days staying home more summer like but the warm breeze the sweeps in seems to help little in easing the warmth.
staying home with no purpose, awaiting the day of enlistment is agonising especially when i am kinda particular about getting a job. well the thing is that i can certainly find a part time job easily but doing something that i have no interest in seems useless as i will simply quit before long, spare me the lecture about endurance and to bare with it. i rather stay home and bake and do things that i will soon have little time for.
it does bug me sometimes how the days go by with no significant happenings or in another word purpose but to just wake up and go about doing things as they come to mind. it does bother me that at times i am simply not making proper use of the generous amount of time that i have to do something productive.
but hey i am afterall searching for a job and with just the right amount of luck i might find a company willing to take me in just for that few months. sigh, often people find themselves in the opposite situation of others, say i would love to travel and go on a backpacking adventure for months since i have the time, but there's the issue of financing the trip. while those who have the financial capability to do so simply have no time or no interest at all.
anyway i had a great night out yesterday celebrating peilin's birthday with some of her co-curriculum activity friends. although the hour wait for out table at gyu kaku was horrendous even though we had a reservation, the atmosphere at chijmes was fortunately nice enough for we sat outside chatting away. dinner was good and i just love the barbecued beef and mushrooms, simple and delicious.
then came the drinking at timber, just along the perimeters of the parliment house, ACM grounds along the river with boat quay at the backdrop. a manhattan was surprisingly enjoyable despite it being dry as the live band played on, this is what i call chillin although the weather, arggg the weather could have been more cooperative that night.
i seriously believe that the prata at jalan kayu is overrated, there's this one shop somewhere near circular road just behind boat quay that's seriously better. prata at two in the morning with lotsa curry, i just couldn't resist. when i think of those supperless nights that i will have to exerience when i am studying overseas after my ns, i feel utterly depress.
haaah...


