Of cherry blossoms... dance in the air...
Of cherry blossoms... dance in the air...
got back my results... not bad i must say.. only a little disappointed with my FFB... but what's over can't be changed... the class bbq and chalet was fun... lotsa rubbish conversations and laugh... sad isnt it??? only after finally getting to know each other better.. we have to seperate... i wonder why was there this system in the first place... Hypocritical totally man... the next thing we know... the school expects us to start becoming good friends with new people and repeat the same thing 6 times... this is so fucked up... after knowing some friends.. we have to become people who just turn our ead and make new friends... and just acknowledge the old ones with a smile??? what a sad world...
sigh... i wonder where i will stand in 5 years time... i really do not really mind pursuing the life of a pilot... hahaha... yup after my NS... it's better than the hospitality world after... where two faced people exist big time... thinking of next semester's subjects just make me sick... maybe JC was more suited for me... but freedom... that's worth above everything eles...~
I have often wondered about the really deep thoughts of japanese manga and anime artists... is it the reason that this world is unsatisfactory to them that they have "created" the world which they desire so much through anime and mangas??? those world where everything is peaceful and the sky is clear after a tough battle with whatever that the character faces... ya.. that kinda world.. i want it too...~
darn.. my sentences are getting broken and uncomplete... well what can you expect from me at this ungodly hour... although it's only 1am... soon this percieved long holiday period of two months will be over... like a flash of memory... it seems just yesterday that i was in sec 3... it was almost just yesterday that all my close khakis are laughing and joking together... it seems only yesterday that we could talk about anything... but all these are gone now... we're almost strangers... putting up a pretence of the past... i hate changes like these... when i retire... i'll just go somewhere peaceful and not tt crowded and live a solitude life... where changes are at minimum...
feelings and joy of the past can never be repeated or achieved and gained back again... things will be different... behind a smile... filled with worries and thoughts... am i such a person??? sometimes i really wonder too... are we just puppets that play along a never ending play in this world??? deep thoughts... one who take things in his stride and forgive and let go of provocation... that is what i should aim for... how i wish this ever changing urban world will return to a state of the past.. where nature and traditional ways rule... where we can run and play in the meadows and forests and listen to the songs of the night and gaze at the stars...
*wishful thinking*
got back my results... not bad i must say.. only a little disappointed with my FFB... but what's over can't be changed... the class bbq and chalet was fun... lotsa rubbish conversations and laugh... sad isnt it??? only after finally getting to know each other better.. we have to seperate... i wonder why was there this system in the first place... Hypocritical totally man... the next thing we know... the school expects us to start becoming good friends with new people and repeat the same thing 6 times... this is so fucked up... after knowing some friends.. we have to become people who just turn our ead and make new friends... and just acknowledge the old ones with a smile??? what a sad world...
sigh... i wonder where i will stand in 5 years time... i really do not really mind pursuing the life of a pilot... hahaha... yup after my NS... it's better than the hospitality world after... where two faced people exist big time... thinking of next semester's subjects just make me sick... maybe JC was more suited for me... but freedom... that's worth above everything eles...~
I have often wondered about the really deep thoughts of japanese manga and anime artists... is it the reason that this world is unsatisfactory to them that they have "created" the world which they desire so much through anime and mangas??? those world where everything is peaceful and the sky is clear after a tough battle with whatever that the character faces... ya.. that kinda world.. i want it too...~
darn.. my sentences are getting broken and uncomplete... well what can you expect from me at this ungodly hour... although it's only 1am... soon this percieved long holiday period of two months will be over... like a flash of memory... it seems just yesterday that i was in sec 3... it was almost just yesterday that all my close khakis are laughing and joking together... it seems only yesterday that we could talk about anything... but all these are gone now... we're almost strangers... putting up a pretence of the past... i hate changes like these... when i retire... i'll just go somewhere peaceful and not tt crowded and live a solitude life... where changes are at minimum...
feelings and joy of the past can never be repeated or achieved and gained back again... things will be different... behind a smile... filled with worries and thoughts... am i such a person??? sometimes i really wonder too... are we just puppets that play along a never ending play in this world??? deep thoughts... one who take things in his stride and forgive and let go of provocation... that is what i should aim for... how i wish this ever changing urban world will return to a state of the past.. where nature and traditional ways rule... where we can run and play in the meadows and forests and listen to the songs of the night and gaze at the stars...
*wishful thinking*
posted by Ian at 12:32 AM
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