Feeling so wrong...

I have never like days after a public holiday and the worst of all, a monday... to add on to freaking early morning sleep and waking up twelve hours later will sent your mind through a maze... *ahhh... just made myself a cuppa tea to go with some log cake... the wind is sending chillin waves of air into the room* and while i was standing near the stove waiting for the water to boil... my mum had to come and tell me that i am not very sociable... and that how can it be when i am in the Hospitality course... sheeze... i don't have to be working in that industry when i graduate... my mind is still set on becoming one of the flying crew of SIA... i love travelling~

Watched Narnia yesterday... bloody half past midnight show... with Jun Xiang... well, that little kid had to pester me to watch a movie so what the hell... Narnia was nice and i really love it alot... but i find that its not as magical as the story book... i think that C.S Lewis and Tolkien have really got that magical touch in writing books... However... the movie's magic was not deep enough and i still perfer reading as its where my imagination takes flight into a world where its truely beautiful... someone quoted before that when both c.s Lewis and Tolkien wrote their renowned books, it was that children books were not written the way they should be during that time... and i couldn't agree more... the world of Narnia and Middle Earth are all what i should say worlds that i will wanna live in forever... where talking creatures... elves, hobbits... witches... dwarfs... orcs... and other frightful creatures dwell in the dark and evil places... the lady, Tilda Swinton who acted as the White Witch really deserves some praise as she has portrayed the role as evil well... like in Constantine where she was Gabriel... The other books of Narnia although not as exciting as The Lion The Witch and the Wardrobe deserves to be read~

After reading Benedict's blog today... i must say that its really funny... and i must say i quite agree that it seems this semester is not in my favor... i find that my performace is not up to standard and as it were before... the way i think and even carry out tasks are somewhat hindered... work load from school is not as heavy as before and that it feels weird to have so much free time especially when i am no longer the group leader for projects... well i have to give others a chance to take the lead... although i must say that i am not all very willing on this issue... if the flow of life currently is like musical notes on a score... then there's many rests here and there~

Conflicts in band... something that i believe no one likes... to tell the truth... i will tread where conflicts are null and peace is forever... fighting is too scary and fightening... i wont mind embarking on a journey such as those in Middle Earth and Narnia where danger rings and goodness lingers for hope and a chance to shine upon all...

Nights...