feel the light see the warmth

Oh yeah. happy birthday to you old dame singapore. i kinda love the photo above cause of how the way the light seems to hide everything in its blanket of brightness. what a photo i must say, i realized that i love taking photos of people only when they are not noticing and are occupied with what they're doing. i am definitely gonna miss school. period.

the projects and assignments are finally all over and what's left are the exams before i make my way to shanghai. the thought of leaving home for five months really gets you. i'll miss the food, the efficiency of our transportation system and the fun times in school with my friends. when ever i think of the ending to another chapter of my life, its kinda sad but then you feel happy that it's time to move on.

moments of endless bitching in school and doing senseless things during lunch, no matter how short those moments are, i believe its those small pockets of joy and laughter that makes life la la la wonderful. however it seems like in a few months it will be the last. and when you think about the time we're probably never gonna do this again. it's depressingly heart wrenching.

time really flies now when you look back. it really does and it hurts. i always celebrated times of graduation and the end of a chapter in my life but never did i felt the way now. the sadness of endings of the things to come. i was watching honey and clover. did anyone cry in their hearts that friends will soon part and who knows, we might never see each other again.